“But those who hope
in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.” (Isaiah
40:31
Something inside
cannot quit hoping. Something inside keeps drawing us back to this rabbi.
Something about His life, His works, His faith. Something about His belief that
the universe is run by the kind of Father Jesus described and loved. Something
about His power. Something about His peace draws us to Him as it has drawn
people all over the world to Him for two thousand years and draws them still.
Something deep
inside tells you that you are standing alone on the edge of a cliff, and the
only alternative to Jesus is illusion or despair.
We can't see and
know everything about hope now, but one day we will. Maybe it's like this, as
written by a preacher named Bruce Thielemann:
"Imagine a
colony of grubs living on the bottom of a swamp. And every once in a while, one
of these grubs is inclined to climb a leaf stem to the surface. Then he
disappears above the surface and never returns. All the grubs wonder why this
is so and what it must be like up there, so they counsel among themselves and
agree that the next one who goes up will come back and tell the others. Not
long after that, one of the grubs feels the urge and climbs that leaf stem and
goes out above the surface onto a lily pad. And there in the warmth of the sun,
he falls asleep. While he sleeps, the carapace of the tiny creature breaks
open, and out of the inside of the grub comes a magnificent dragonfly with
beautiful, wide, rainbow-hued, iridescent wings. And he spreads those wings and
flies, soaring out over those waters. But then he remembers the commitment he
has made to those behind, yet now he knows he cannot return. They would not
recognize him in the first place, and beyond that, he could not live again in
such a place. But one thought of his takes away all the distress: they, too,
shall climb the stem, and they, too, shall know the glory."
-- John Ortberg
in “Faith & Doubt”
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