For many years during my ministry at the two churches I served -- in Cleveland Heights, Ohio and in Green Bay, Wisconsin – we produced Lenten devotional booklets for daily meditation during the forty days leading up to Easter. We would come up with a theme each year, members of the church would be invited to write a personal story, and I would desktop publish them for distribution to the congregation. I recently came across a file on my computer from 2005 containing that season’s authors who wrote on the theme “It’s All About Jesus.” I realized that a number of those faithful believers were now in the church eternal, and for many of them I had the honor of officiating at their memorial service. While they are no longer here on earth, their words of personal witness and spiritual wisdom live on. Such is the case with the following devotional.
-- Rev. David T. Wilkinson, SOUND BITES Ministry™
“THE MISSING PIECE” by Gerry Christoph (1931–2019)
I knew a lot about Jesus. I attended Sunday School and church as a child. I continued regular church attendance and Bible studies as an adult. Church activities and Christian outreach were a part of my life.
I also had time and opportunity to participate in many fun activities, such as golf, tennis, bowling, and exercise classes.
In my early 40's I got to a point where my life was just the way I had always wanted it to be with a loving family, many friends, and many activities.
Why was I restless? Why did I feel insecure? It seemed like all my life I added new pieces so my life would feel complete. I was still missing one piece. I had a feeling it had something to do with God. All my life I had a longing to know Him better.
The obvious thing to do was to read and pray and search. After six months, I had less faith than when
I started. After deciding to abandon my
search, I decided to pray one more time.
My prayer went something like this, "God, I've searched and
searched for You and I can't find You." Then I paused because I didn't know what to
pray next. To my amazement, God gave me
the words to continue. "I'm not
as good as I want to be, and I'm certainly not as good as I want You to think I
am, but if You will take my faults, I want You to be Lord of my life." It was at that moment of being completely
honest with God and completely relinquishing my life to Him that He filled
every pore of my being with His love. I
had never felt so undeserving, but I had never felt so loved. I knew I would never doubt again. I knew I would never be the same again. Jesus had come into my life when I prayed
that prayer. Jesus is the missing piece
that has completed my life's picture. It
really is ALL ABOUT JESUS! I praise His
Holy Name.
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