Jesus said, “But in
fact, it is best for you that I go away, because if I don’t, the Advocate won’t
come. If I do go away, then I will send Him to you. And when He comes, He will
convict the world of its sin, and of God’s righteousness, and of the coming
judgment… When the Spirit of truth comes, He will guide you into all truth.” (John 16:7,8,13 NLT)
Every year our
entire church staff goes on a pilgrimage to the Catalyst Conference in Atlanta,
Georgia. During one of the sessions this
past year, our team was sitting in the balcony of the Gwinnett Center listening
to my friend and pastor of LifeChurch, Craig Groeschel. And he asked this question: “Does your heart
break for the things that break the heart of God?”
I felt a tremendous
sense of conviction when Craig asked that question. As I sat in that balcony, surrounded by
twelve thousand other leaders, I heard the still, small voice of the Holy
Spirit. The Spirit said to my spirit in
His kind yet convicting voice, Mark, what
happened to the college kid who used to pace the chapel balcony seeking My
face?
There are few
things I hate more or appreciate more than the conviction of the Holy
Spirit. It is so painful. But it is so necessary. And I’m so grateful that God loves me enough
to break me where I need to be broken.
Can I make an observation? You
cannot listen to just half of what the Holy Spirit has to say. It’s a package deal. If you aren’t willing to listen to everything
He has to say, you won’t hear anything He has to say. If you tune out His convicting voice, you
won’t hear His comforting voice or guiding voice either. As I was seated in the balcony, the Holy
Spirit reminded me of the raw spiritual intensity I once had. He revealed how calloused my heart had become. And I realized that I had somehow lost my
soul while serving God. And it wrecked
me.
Does your heart
break for the things that break the heart of God?
-- Mark Batterson in “PRIMAL: A Quest for the
Lost Soul of Christianity”
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